If my father was alive, Where would I be?
If I had the supported I needed growing up, where would I be?
Questions left unanswered, I always wonder about the what if’s and the maybe ifs, not focused on the present but on the past. As a little girl I needed a lot of love and support, that was missing, I needed someone in my corner, that was missing, but I lacked the most important quality, self love and determination. It was always within me, unactivated but always within, it’s just that little girl in me needed a lot growing up.
Grown up now and motivated, I finally have the strength and the courage to say to hell with the what if’s and maybe if’s, I’m going to be all the support and love I ever needed, I’m going to flourish and prove to the what if’s that IT IS !
But still deep down inside, ill always wonder, if my father was alive, where would I be? If I had the support I needed growing up, where would I be?
Questions left unanswered.