It’s your babygirl, can you hear me calling? Silence fills my head and I know that I have your undivided attention.
Are you truly with me every step of the way? How come this has to be our relationship? Why couldn’t we just have some moments together? Where could we have been if you didn’t depart from the physical form? What is life?
These questions fill my head as I call out to you but directly after that silence I know you show up because instantly I hear the little voice in my head “God makes no mistakes, never question him.” Than I go on to explain how I know but these are just the questions I battle with daily trying to wrap my head around this emptiness I feel every waking moment of my life.
I know you show up when I am stuck and suddenly the answer appears in my thoughts, I just cant help but wish for a different reality but here we are connecting in the spiritual. People may not understand but I do, I know its you or maybe I just need to make sense of it all, either way I know you are with me every step of the way.
I just ask that you continue to give me strength to navigate this earth without your physical presence, its tough without you here. I know you left a piece of you in each of your children and I know there is something bigger we are meant to do in your name and trust it will get done, I just need your strength to make it all come together through the distractions of life and the unbalanced emotions of missing you.
Its your babygirl, can you hear me calling? Silence fills my head and I know that I have your undivided attention.